While I’ve been away.

My mom found out about me purging. So I had to stop for a while. I gained 6 pounds and now weigh 104. I was doing so good down to a solid 98 lbs. Now that it has been nearly 3 months I think I will be safe to start purging again. …………………HERE WE GO.


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1. did you have sex with your boyfriend that you mentioned? (random, you dont have to answer) 2. why is your blog called diarie of anna if your name is courtney? 3. how old are you?
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omgggggg. So i need help/ tips for purging. I'm like almost there, gaging, but i cant continue. my eyes feel like they are about to pop outta my head and its soo frustrating! how do you throw up so easily?
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are you vegan?
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Whoops didn't mean to be anon! That last message was from me!
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Anna buddy? :)
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(: lost weight.

oficcially 99 pounds now. I binged yesterday with a friend and didn’t get a chance to purge…… today when I woke up.. I was 98.0 after peeing. and ate breakfast.

2 cinnamon rolls and milk.

1 egg with bread and mayonaise and Orange Juice.

Then I purged and ate 1 egg with Orange Juice. Weighed 99.0

(: YAY


Today.

I told myself I wouldn’t.

I had cereal for break fast and 3 cookies. :( So I purged. I was hoping I would Only purge the cookies but EVERYthing came up on accident.

On the plus side though I weighed myself this morning. 98.6, now 99.0 (: (: ( :

YAY! 4 more pounds to my first goal weight!


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So if I burn off everything I eat (like do excersizes and shit) will I lose weight? I'm not looking to lose a lot since I'm already pretty skinny and I don't want to purge or anything cause honestly I don't want to get into a problem I don't have right now.
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Yes you will! You just have to make sure you’re counting the amout of calories you’re eating and working off. Compare the two every day to make sure that what you’re working off is a significant amount.


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34340) I can’t stand when he touches me sometimes. He doesn’t know what I’ve struggled with. He doesn’t know that sometimes when he holds me I can only feel embarrassment. I try to hide it. I just wish these thoughts could go away so I could just be completely happy.


Purge. Intake.

Peanut butter. Water. -purge

Small size orange vanilla smoothie smoothie king.

Smart One (cheese pizza) 2 cookies - purged.

cottage cheese and crackers. -purged.

coke zero.

water.


Failure. Almost.

The only thing I didn’t purge today was an orange smoothie from smoothie king.

Right when I got it. My first thought ” this would be SOOO easy to purge!” … and I totally would’ve but we wern’t home. We were driving.

HAH! I remeber when I used to have to promise myself I’de try to purge after a meal.

Now before I even eat I have to sit and tell myself….please. Eat this and don’t feel guilty about it. Don’t purge. You’ll be fine it’s just one meal you need to eat this. Don’t weigh yourself directlly after or you’ll purge. EAT IT! DON’T PURGE.

Now I can’t even eat something without purging.

The good news is that I weighed in at 99.6 and it’s the end of the day. Hopefully I’ll be less tomorrow.

I’ll do an intake/purge blogg.